Faith

This energy of "faith" is something that we human need to use to evaluate some knowledge of information that we received from our five senses. The "desire" is the body chemical energy that gravitate substances from the five senses with its gravitational forces. The "belief" is the energy that evaluate the "weight" of that substance to be the "faith" as an anchor of our understanding.

The "desire" chemical energy will always gravitates for the body to gain some sensations. That gravitational force will leave the energy of "belief" to sustain the "weight" with our understanding. Knowledge that the "mind" produces is for the "belief" to substantiate and the "weight" of that substance of information will be the "faith" to be kept as an understanding. 

The core of our body is the "heart" where the feeling infiltrates from the gravitational force of the "desire" after the "belief" took it as a "faith" of understanding. The "mind" that kept all the memories of understanding will produce the knowledge when it apply. To take the seat of understanding with our consciousness is not something that everybody could do as a natural process. Intelligence is not a basic capacity that was kept by the "mind".

The ambiguity of true and false is a mirage for our "belief" to secure it with a "faith". To choose is a choice of the "desire" where the "belief" explore the chances of possibility. Sight is a tool of perception of our five senses. The information we heard could influence us to "belief" it with a "weight" of understanding. But nothing can be called the "truth" before reality proclaim it with some evidence. Even evidence can be circumstantial to leave us on the fence of ambiguity. 

Most of us would be the hypocrite to take side for the sake of popularity. Having some "faith" which has no substance of "weight" is like a shadow of some followers. Are we that easy to be manipulated? Or was it a chance we took to wait for the truth with some "faith" of a believer.

The "desire" and the "belief" are the only token we use to stake a claim with our "free will" to make choices and take chances. "Cause and effect" are the attributes that will decide on the "fate and destiny" of our "lifespan." We create our own destiny with what we did yesterday on the result we receive today. And today is the day we will be making our "choice" on what will happen tomorrow as a "chance." We are living on this earth to take the risk and face the consequences. That "life" is actual a gift of opportunity to taste the result of our own making. However, "knowledge" is the fundamental substance of our "life" on board the biological body. We need to gravitate it with our "desire" of choice and "weight" it with our "belief" of chance to be the reality in the making. The truth can never be established to claim it as a fact. So "faith" is a necessity on our system of living. 

Abortionist

Maybe science of today has all the proper medical tools to probe into a human body. But this surgical procedures has been put on display a long time ago. The demonic culture of the jinn civilisation have done a lot to contaminate and consume the human body until this very day. We human are living in two stages of biological and spiritual hemispheres. The "waking" and "sleeping" period have its own separate adventure for the body and soul. 

While waking up in full alert is for our "desire" to fulfil the biological body needs with it chemical energy, the sleeping period is for our "believe" to fulfil the spiritual soul needs with it electrical energy. When these two forces were used to realise the "identity" of a human with its consciousness, the real adversary of human survival came from some "foreign forces" that have a very high interest on the human body. The demonic culture of the jinn civilisation have always played a part to do some making.

There is such a demon of the "Penanggal" that was used to do the job of the "abortionist". The human blood and internal organs have been the demons most favourite delicacy to lavish. They can always enter our body to do some mischievous act of diabolical plot. We have wrote about this demon in our story of the "Penanggal" to tell about its mystical adventure. This demon can be "owned" by any evil practitioner with the right mystical formula. "Busong" or "Mystical Pregnancy" is also part of this demon mystical know how. This demon is hermaphrodite and can take any gender to spawn its genetic breeding.

It is not easy to explain in great details on how this demon "modus operandi" go about. But is was almost certain that the body gravitational force from the energy of our "desire" has something to do with gravity. The body is the earth and gravitational force of this "desire" is the operative inside us as an agent working to get some chemical reaction for the biological body. This was where the demon came to stake an alliance. The body sensory nerves of the "believe" electrical energy on the body is detachable in the absence of "radioactive radiation" from the soul satellite connection.

Pain and suffering on any human body has been caused by high temperature heat from the origin of "fire". Inflation and burning sensation of the human tissues can be deployed by this demon to stake its interest of mystical investment. This demon of the abortionist is the real "scientist" at work. They can come in to stay inside our human body to do some surgical procedures to "put" or "take" what is necessary for their own benefits. Human blood has this sacrosanct that they need in high priority. It was their daily beverage.

Making women in labor lose their fetus inside is not a complicated thing to do. The demon of this "Penanggal" may not come in today reality with the mutilated head dangling around like in the medieval time when no hospitals were on site. But today there are many medical experts to do the job for them and they can always stay in their ectoplasm to tune in the frequency of electromagnetic field in today real time. The hydrogen and nitrogen content of their breath are harmful enough to our human body. They can adapt to the current modern society without having to cause an apparition.

Their diabolical plot has reach the sophisticated part of modern history. They now make human themselves do the making of any mischief just to collect the reward at the end of the occult. The human fetus may or may not be taken as a love property by its biological mother. The absence of such "affection" on the fetus inside can be the only reason for the demon to take notice. These demons of the jinn civilisation are using human as their genetic breeding. One way to do it is to make human having a secret affair to make love and got pregnant.

It was rather sad to see some of these babies were thrown away just to hide their secret affair. Some have to abandon it on the road side or even rubbish bin just to get rid of it. This "desire" inside that biological mother has been contaminated by the devils satanic verse. The demon has to play their part to accomplish their diabolical plot. In fact most terrible accidents came from sudden "absence" of the mind in the spur of the moment. We are not alone living on this earth.    

Sacrosanct

The blood of a human contain a very high level of sacrosanct that demons need to have for the sake of their survival. Most terrible accidents happened with the cause of their diabolical plots. These devils were there to drink some bloods. Our blood and bones are their beverage. Our body secretions are their daily nutrition. They will have to make our body bleed and fall sick to cultivate their domestic needs. Germs and diseases or even viruses, plague and pandemic are their biochemical weapons. We are caught in this stigma that it was some kind of a natural course of tragedy.

No human have planned for any unfortunate event to happen to them but it did happened to us with pain and suffering or even cuts and bruises to make us lose some body strength of sacrosanct. If only we could watch them taking a sip to quench their thirst on every drop of our blood that was spilled. Dark energy on this universe has not been taken too much noticed. They were the one controlling the speed of light and gravity is in their full authority. Nitrogen and hydrogen may be some industrial chemical agents to give human some development projects to progress. But using these gases of their breath will benefits them as a partnership. When human progress, the devils benefited from our activities.


No matter how peaceful  this earth could be, there will always be some danger and hostility around. Conflict and hostility will happen some how or rather somewhere. Accidents and tragedy will happen to make people suffer in pain and die. Human will die sooner or later and it will be their meal to feast on our dead body. God has never intended to do harm to any human but these devils and demons were there to play their parts to cause pain and suffering. Only when in pain and suffering most human will seek divine salvation or intervention. The sacrosanct of blood and oxygen must not be contaminated. But it was due to human own negligent that most tragedy happens on this earth. The killing and slaughtering of human being were mostly done by among human themselves when their sacrosanct have been contaminated.

No human will kill or harm any fellow human on any reason of a kind. When the body was made to cheat and lie and when the "desire" was burned to rage in anger or in greed and pride, that body is no more human as a person. We are not animals that kill for food or survival. The better judgment for best practice can easily be found anywhere on our conscience of 'belief" but it was never used as a proper working tools of living. Hostility may be a necessity to claim for survival but it must bear some fruits of harmony at the end of the road to bring prosperity.


If the suffering persist, it must be the work of the devils.

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We may not realize the adversary behind the scene. When our mind relied so much on evidence of facts and logic, reality was put on display to please the eyes. We should realize that about the symmetry of conservation. Without the symmetry, no object can be seen in reality. These devils and demons are part of that symmetry. They could show and hide anything to deceive us with facts and evidences. Our perception is subjective in any objective reality. What is shown on purpose has its own reasons of motivation. No matter how high our intelligent quotient is and how reliable our physical ability could be, we can never guarantee a safer environment from any hazards of harm. The tools and equipment that we have invented are just toys for us to play with. Pharmaceutical medicines could only give us a temporary solutions for a cure. But the real battle on a body is its anti body of immune system that the blood produce with its sacrosanct.

Our human blood is all it takes to contaminate it with some bacteria and germs for the infection. The air in the atmosphere have different gasses beside oxygen that we breathe. This is where these devils and demons lived for a living. Our only survival is the sacrosanct inside us. How reliable are we to ensure the blood stays in full purity. The chemical nutrition that we consume could only supply us with some artificial resources for the survival of our biological body. Immortality is a losing battle that we fought to stay alive and healthy. Every living thing and creature has its own body defense system. Our human blood is what makes these living things survive on this earth. Without our human existence in this earth nothing else could survive in this universe. The carbon dioxide that we human breathe out gave the surrounding environment their basic reason to exist in reality. This is what the devils and demons is after for our human blood.       

Nymphomania

There is such a nymph in the occult of supernatural event. Puberty is a stage of maturity for a woman to step into the nubile of motherhood. The sexual desire to mate on sexual intercourse is a basic capacity of animistic nature. We human may be animal in nature from birth but will have to gradually evolve to become the real human for its purpose. The stage of puberty is the metamorphosis of our spiritual self to invest the genetic structure of ancestral heritage and descendant. The "mind" that came during puberty is like a driver on the road with so many rules to obey. The dual passage way of good and evil  was divided with a thin line to cross over on each lane. The body is the vessel for the "mind" to drive with the "desire" and "believe" as passengers. 

The deoxyribonucleic acid is the structure of our genetic genes to spawn with a sexual partner. This sexual partner is not something you should pick on the street for sexual pleasure. The "temporal host" of a woman is not a swimming pool for everybody to dive. Virginity is a sacred wall to the monument of modesty. Chastity is a divine obligation to ensure its purity. The "soup" in the ovary for the zygote to clinch on a secret recipe of matrimonial contract must be meticulously observed to ensure the genetic structure came from the right resources.

We are not animals to breed with our own flesh and blood. This deoxyribonucleic acid of the same genetic codes may jeopardize the genetic structure to be infectious with the demonic cultural heritage. The female nymphomania is not truly of a human nature. The mutation of genetic contamination will result to abnormality to deform the biological body or spiritual realm of an identity. This was where the deadly viruses and diseases of cancerous and chronic illness were spawned. The symmetry of conservation may tell a different story from its shapes. Metamorphosis is not only about biological body. The spiritual side of the body may have a different identity. The body is only a vessel for us to ride once in a life time.


The body defense system has been set to ensure the genetic spawn was kept in a separate vacuum. The menstrual period was meant to purify the female eggs in its individual structure of sexual partner. However the zygote from the male eggs will have to clinch on the female eggs during hibernation. This period of hibernation is where the mystery began. Contamination is a great hazard to biological progress. The first few weeks is where the congregation of investors came to bit for their share.The fetus became a commodity of trade to evaluate its share value. There are a lot of interested parties wanting to spend their hope for the future that even the mother may not have that high interest in mind. 


The baby may be born in perfect condition to please the mother or biological parents. And may have the best feature to claim for an "idol". But the purpose of that "life" for the baby to live may not serve the biological parents in the future. The investors must make their share value increases in the market demand. These "investors" have cultivate the progress of genetic breeding to serve its purpose. Fully equipped physically as a human will blind the eyes to take it at face value. An innocent child will be made to serve the illegal tender.     

Our offspring must be treasured with great care. Having the purity of a descendant from a rightful source must be taken into great consideration. The devils and demons were out there waiting for these opportunity to breed inside us. Once they took ownership, we will be having their cultural heritage forever inside our deoxyribonucleic acid of the soul. The genomes and chromosomes of human genetic can mutate with other genetic carriers. The characteristic pattern of an identity may be compromised.   


Serving the purpose of this "life" is what we are here now. There are many choices to make and chances to take. Every step we made will be accounted for to serve a purpose which has been placed as a preference of choice. That choice was never for free without any real hard work to achieve our objective. Getting it was where the real "life span" was used to please the investors. This was where we cheat and lie. Greed, envy, pride, sloth, gluttony anger and lust will be traded as commodities. Many hearts will be broken, many tears will be shed, many feelings will be hurt or even worst that many lives will be killed.   

Mystical Pregnancy

The mystical occult of black magical curse set upon some victims were made in a very mystical ways. The soils from certain grave was used to perform the mystical ritual to ground the victims body under duress. It was not known as a fact to put someone under this black magical curse called "busung". The victim was said to suffer an acute intestinal disorder with the stomach getting inflated on a bloated belly. Nothing was found inside when it was scan with best medical equipments. The victim could be either man or woman. This was due to the origin of this demonic energy that came from an entity of hermaphrodite.

Seven effigies were later known to have been written with the victim's name on it bundled up with the soils from the graveyard. Demons were used as "courier" to activate such a mystical occult penetrated on the victim's body through the anus by inflicting a sharp painful burning pain. The turmoil started inside her intestinal passage with sudden whirling wind entering her stomach. The pain was unbearable when the stomach became inflated to a ninth months pregnancy stage within a few days.

The victim herself gave the true life story of her suffering that took years to eliminate the curse. It started with a food poisoning that was deliberately done for her to consume the deadly toxic waste of menstrual blood. Her gut near her navel was contaminated with some mystical property to spawn such a black magical curse. These demons that carried the deadly mystical curse were there to destroy. They entered the victim's body and sat inside her gut to carry out the attack. Mystical occult would usually use the heaven and earth doors to complete the curse. The mouth was to consume some poisonous toxin and the anus was where the demon came in to wait for blood contamination.

The seven effigies of grave yard soils with her names were to ground her body immune system of antibody. The seven doors of the victim's biological doors were shut closed to deny any access of pure oxygen. Sharp nails, needles and razor blades were found inside her stomach when it was later dispensed out after an intensive exorcism to relief the victim suffering. Getting rid of these demons inside her body was a spiritual event. The spiritual medium doing the exorcism will have to use a much stronger "counterpart" to lead the spiritual mission of traditional cure.

To get rid of this mystical curse is not an easy game to play. We do not want to speculate further about this mystical mischief. Hybrid mutation on a human biological body came in many shapes and sizes. The electrochemical energy of this demonic forces of atomic fermion and boson will need to spawn on a biological vessel to express its existence. Our minds may ignore them with convenience of choice, but they will keep coming back to make a stand until we could feel the pain of suffering. Fighting an evil insurgence will lead to a split of two parties with one having an alliance to manifest its stay.

Iron in the blood where the "desire" gravitates will flow in our veins undetected. Cancerous growth of any kind begins somewhere in the body with a reason. We could either cure it with chemical reaction or perhaps radiation. Radiation as we have known today may sound scientific in nature but in spiritual science it was put in a different nature. We human have atomic energy to be used on a right perspective. The glow of our auras and the "chi" of our sentient being are not myth of any fictions.

Premeditation.

You are reading some parts of spiritual science that needs good understanding of your inner self. We would like to share this with our readers and hope they could find it useful.

When someone makes some premeditation with its inner self and uses its imagination to put forward and rehearse some future events before it actually happens in objective reality, that subjective reality in the making inside them is a building block of self esteem. Our body needs to be taught to do things perfectly and be trained to act as it was supposed to be done. Inferiority complex is a sign of weakness when something inside us could not anticipate the coming of reality and how to face it in full confidence. The "spirits" inside us must be given special "tuition" on the making of reality. The spirit of "desire" inside us is blind and needs some helping hands to see the future event. This is where we are stuck on the spot of not knowing what to do and how to react. Making our inner self better will have to be done with our "conscience" on the spirit of "belief" where some "knowledge" would provide some parts of the best practices that would usually result in better performance of the body. 

The spiritual self inside us must be given that special training programs. The body is just a biological vessel runs by the chemical energy of "desire" and the electrical energy of the "belief" in our "life" support system. The emotional "feeling" inside our heart and the mental "conscience" inside our brain needs some "information" to anticipate reality in due diligent. We cannot leaves matter to chances. The needs to build up a strong inner self to step ahead in the future event will give our body better prepared to take the right path on how to make a move. We should not let matters to be left unattended and leaves the wide open space for reality to surprise us with the "cause and effect" of "fate" to create our "destiny". The spirit of the "desire" must be given this special tuition. The imagination "room" is where this proper training could be conducted and should be led by the spirit of "belief" where the "conscience" of our "mind" was in focused with the "third eye" of the sixth sense to venture about in silence for the search of perfection. Nobody could do a better job spontaneously without a well trained "knowledge" on its conscience of "belief" for the "mind" to remain focus. Because this "mind" will flirt like a butterfly with the craving of "desire" and need a strong anchor from the conscience of "belief" to secure it with some "knowledge" to face reality.

Making yourself to be what you want to be is a self proclaim destiny of your future self in the making. The mind must took the initiative to offer some acceptable "knowledge" for the presentation. We human are not zombies of the living dead walking in broad daylight with no special notion in mind. There must be some kind of a premeditation to plan ahead for the future. This is not a game of chance that we should pick in reality on some preference of choice spontaneously for the forces of "cause and effect" to test our ability. We are supposed to take the lead and do what we wanted to do to the utmost satisfactory with high concentrated "intention" to build our confidence. To make that "choice" and take that "chance" we should have done some "due diligent" to check the pros and cons. This is where that "intention" must be put forward to claim for a better delivery. 

That "intention" is the fuel burning for the biological vessel to reach its destiny. Those who suffered inferiority complex has a sickness in their inner self that needs to be cured. The paranoia delusion of standing up to face the open public is the ice to break. The best training ground is to make yourself facing that scenario before hand and deal with it with all the free options available. You can make a fierce lion in front of you to kneel down and lick your nose in the imaginary world. When we are properly prepared to face the world outside, the making of the future would be better handled with a well trained personnel of our inner self. Think about it and try some experimental pilot project to see the difference. You won't be disappointed.

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We human can see the future ahead of us. It depend solely on our own ability to judge how the future will be built. Premeditation is what most intellectual person will do to make some arrangement or "plan" for the future. We may not have the ability and courage to do it at the moment but the first step of every making  begins inside you. That is why we human were given the conscience of "belief" inside us to do and get the proper training. What I am about to explain is what most "spiritualists" did in their ritual. The room of our imagination is a "timeless" space. This is where the past and the future could meet in the present moment of time. You can bring yourselves anywhere and be the person of what you want to be in this plane. This is part of the practices of "remote viewing" and could embark to a more sophisticated realm of "astral projection". Now don't get too excited to surf on this spiritual plane. There is a more intensive training to be done.

Start with a simple platform of what you want to do in tomorrow's event. Make yourselves to be a "professional actor/actress" to perform on stage of reality. You can make to be anything you want to be. This is a rehearsal of what will be in role of your own directive. If you can't stand up on an aggressive person in reality, you can put that person to be your servant in this stage. This is how you build your own self esteem. 

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Many spiritualists embark on this realm to create reality. They summoned all the "particles" hidden behind the darkness and show them the "choices" to look for the "chances" to be in reality. The "choices" given was from the "desire" and the "chances" offer was from the "belief" with full support from the forces of "cause and effect" in the attributions.  We are not talking about "magic" from the forces of dark energy. Natural selection of our will must have a guide and a purpose for the randomness molecules to be purposeful. Some of us may think that "life" has no purpose and let the randomness to lead their life with the possibility of "chance" and leave our freewill of "choice" to be abandoned.

We were given the fundamental rights to make that "choice" to choose what we want to be. We must be intelligent enough to take the "chances" that was made available. When "evolution" was said to have a "purpose", then this "life" must have the same "cause" to the "effect" on reality. The "adaptation" of any species on this universe must have a vision of survival that was taken from the past to be in the future. This "premeditation" of how they want to be in the future is not an illusion or a hallucination. Our "physical" body rely so much from our "vision" of the future. It was an "inspiration" to be what we want to be. Reality happens because we let it happened. There is a "choice" we have to make and take that "chance" to create reality. 

The "hope" of our blind "desire" is the prayers and the "will" of our mute "belief" is the answer of that prayers when we "act" to make it happen. So reality is God "vision" when He look at all of us as His creations. So "premeditation" is part of that "vision" to see the future as we want to be as our prayers for God to approve. 

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The electromagnetic field is where our mind resides. This is the broadband frequency of the future where we should place our bet with the token of our "desire" and "belief" of what we want to be. We have to put our spiritual self forward.before our physical body react towards the future. The future is a stage where we would perform as an actor. There should be some scripts of what role to play and some rehearsal to do. This rehearsal is where we premeditate to plan ahead for our performance. We have to "break the ice" that freeze us with some doubts. Premeditation is where you identify your weakness to reduce it and improve with some best practices. Some may do it in front of a mirror where you become your only audience. But premeditation will be much more effective when we do it spiritually. 

You have to watch yourself performing on stage in your own mind. The spirit of your "desire" and "belief" must be given a special course on how you want it to be done. Building your self-confidence requires some "make believe" on how things should happen. Be prepared to face the unexpected. You can list down the probability and how to deal with it with pre-emptive measures.   

     

     

Inner self

Our physical body is just a dress we used to represent ourselves to the world outside. We could dress it up with anything we would want to be, to impress other people with our presentation. The face is where we were seen as a distinguish mark to address our personal identity.  A name is chosen to brand it as a label of our trademark. The body is all it takes to feel the reason of our existence. But too many of us failed to realize that we exist from the source of our inner self.


Our "desire" and the "belief" are the tokens we use to stake a claim on anything we choose to take as a "choice" to tender in the possibility of "chance" from any opportunity. The "desire" will crave for the taste of feeling in the dark of blindness as a "choice" and the "belief" will search in mute of silent to explore the possibility of "chance". The "mind" however will remain neutral to give both sides an equal opportunity to learn from the information of "knowledge". The "choice" of the "desire" and the "chance" of the "belief" is where the "mind" took notice with our consciousness.


The seat taken by the "mind" is where we exist during that moment of time. But the "mind" will flirt like a butterfly and leave the "desire" and the "belief" to come to a conclusion as an "intention" for the "soul" to move the body for an action. With the information of "knowledge" receives from the "mind", the "desire" and the "belief" will deliberate to make the final decision with an "intention" for the body to act. Pain and suffering or joy and happiness is what the "heart" would feel for the body to experience. What we do as a "deed" came from "cause and effect" of "fate and destiny". 


The passing moment of time is our "lifespan" spending its period to taste the reality of living. The thinking "mind" is where we experience the making of reality. The feeling we felt from the heart and the conscience we realize from the brain is where we place our bet to stake a claim of reality. The protest of the blind "desire" and the silence of the mute "belief" inside us is where our inner self stood watching through the window of our eyes. The real side of ourselves, hide behind the body having so much to consider for the "ego" of the "desire" and the wisdom of the "belief". 

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The memory of "knowledge" is all we have to realize our existence. The "thoughts" in our "mind" is what we are during that moment of time. Our "inner self" will never aged but only grew heavier with the load and weight of our "knowledge". The gravitational force of the "desire" will determine the "weight" of the "belief" to be the anchor of our"faith". The "freewill" to choose and the chances to take from the opportunity of "cause and effect" is the level playing field to weigh the possibility of "fate and destiny". The risk and consequences of "cause and effect" is very real to claim for every service rendered. We use our "lifespan" as a "legal tender" to stake our claim with the "desire and belief" on the tokens of "choice and chance". We are totally responsible for every "choice" we made and every "chance" we took. The glory of victory and the agony of defeat are the results of our own making. We create the "future" with the tools of the "past" to be in the "present" of reality. 

Our "present" is a gift given as a privilege and will only benefit us if we succeed in the test of our trial. Nothing will stay infinite as an eternity and will evolve to rotate on its cycle of joy and suffering. We can always choose to taste the glory of achievements or agony of disappointments before and after in the period of time. The jeopardy and purgatory is the scale to balance in equilibrium. To taste the sweetness will make it bitter and to taste bitter will make it sweeter.

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Look at yourself in the mirror and see the "face" that is ever changing in the nick of time. But your real self has not age in any instant as you grow along. You are ever the same no matter how old you are. If that is a sign to tell that we will not demise after we die, our consciousness will prevail to be the person of what we are. The body is just a substance of this earth for us to live in while the other part of living has been fully declared when we are fast asleep. If "life" is just an episode of living in broad daylight and fully awake, then why are we always have to fall asleep somehow or rather. Should we just have to be fully awake at all times and not fallen asleep at any time at all. This "afterlife" has been proven to us every single day of our life. Do we not feel tire after a hard days work and do need a rest for quite a while. This resting period is the "afterlife" that we will soon put to a rest before the Resurrection of Judgment Day.

Everything we do at any moment of time will have to wait for the outcome as a result that will be made later in the day.  What we did yesterday is the result of today and what we will do today will be the result of tomorrow. This is the fact of life that we are experiencing all this while so why are we pretending that there will be a full stop to end this episode and deny the other next one to begin.  We really do woke up from our sleep do we and begin another day of living. Dead is not the end. It is just a standstill put on hold as a pause.